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*she smiles to him*

ok..will,so what do you wont me to do,oh and do i get to wear a maids outfit,this will be fun

"it's really totally up to you" he laughed "ironicly, you're pretty much my babysitter"

*she giggles happly*

well then,are your in good hands then if im your baby sitter

"sure sure" he laughed "are your eyes getting any better? did you try the glasses i gave you the other day?"

*she smiles a little and looks down*

ya the glasses hellp and i went to the doc the other day t osee about them...........he says my blindness is my foult and its all in my head...and that im still blind couse i wont let my self heal....that im scared to for fear of getting hurt again.....but i dont know,he might be right

"well, if the glasses help, why not wear them...? then if you like seeing what you see... then let yourself heal...?" he smiled "you're fine the way you are. so just do what makes you happy"

*she nods and reaches in to her pocket and puts them on*

its maily blers i see now and light and a little color but thats it...and i guess hes right,im am afraid to see,im afraid if i do my brother will find out and come home and do it again i guess

*laughs softly*

stuped hu...i fill so weak when i say that out laude thow,i hate being blind,but i hate seeing the pain more

*loks down with a small smile*

"if you're scared of getting hurt.... i'll protect you..." he said softly as he rubbed her shoulder "you hate seeing pain... i dunno about you, but when i'm blind without my glasses, i feel weak, because i can't stop anyone from being hurt.... because i can't see it... I think that it's better to see, so that you can protect your friends from painful things..."

[[ffff Will is such a softy therapist!!!! >.> ]]

*she looks to will softly*

youd protect me,and i know i should see but the only frien i have besides you is alex and she has someone to protect her,so she doent need me aany more

*looks down*

but i was exspecting it,i know she wouldent stay wit hme forever,no one ever dose,...but thank for your advice

(and hes so good at it to lol)

"Alex is still your friend..." he smiled "she's just busy with things on her own..." he let out a small sigh "i can't say i have much to hold onto in life... friends are all i have... so i won't leave you..." he said reassuringly

[[yeah, and this therapist's creator [me] is a total emo who had trouble getting over the suicidal part]]

*she smiles softly and understandingly*

but you will, one day a new girl will win your heart and you be with her and ther be no more need for me,i know it and i exspect it ,but ill stay with you till the day comes

"nah...." he shook his head "there's an easier way to solve that."

*she looks at him*

really how is that will

*she asked softly*

"heh..." he scratched his head "what if you were that girl?"

*she looks to him alittle serprised*

what do you mean...if i was the girl will-san

"you said that one day some girl'd win my heart...' he shruged "what if that girl was you?"

*she grut/laughd alittle*

me..win your hear...i know i could never do that,im mean your rich and im just a poor commen blind girl with no money of family,im so...worthless and simple...youd need a girl with something to give you...*looks down>...and i have nuthing

"you're right, i'm rich..." he sighed "and i hate it... i got everything i'd ever need... and it's so damn boring... i couldn't care less if you're poor or rich, and i don't care if you're blind... besides, you're not useless....."

*she smiles to him softly*

really..im not...but what can i do that makes me not usless,i can ever work on my onw to earn a liveing,i cant do anything right......what is it iv dont to make you think in not worthless..please tell me

"cause you're kind..." he said warmly "earning a living, working... i couldn't care less... you're able to be kind and you can hear people out when they feel bad... how can you think that you're worthless....?"

*she looks to him softly and thinks for a bit than smiles and closes her eyes*

i suppos what you say is true,iv never been told this by a boy thow,and besides its not that i might win your heart dear will,but its will you let me have it

*opends her eyes and looks his way softly*

"you already had my heart... so i'm glad you entrust me yours..." he said warmly

*she smiles wormly and happly to him*

yes..you have my heart,but you must promise me..that you wont break it when its all yours,youll be the first guy iv alowed myself to truly give it to so now i trust you,do you promise to not break it

"i won't.... i promise...." he hugged her "if do, i swear i'll die..."

[[fun fact: he's taking medicine that'll keep him alive as long as he takes it, so just now, he meant that if he breaks a promise he swore to stop taking medicine]]

*she smiles happly and hugs him back*

and so do i then,if i leave you ill never love again,and die aswell

( ah i see kool)