William's Bedroom

"Sharon...."he looked away "She was like my sister.... we had the same illness...."

i look down slightly
"you lost a sister to......"
i sit next to him on his bed

"Sorta...." he sighed "I grew up in the hospital from when i was a month old till i was almost 10.... I was always alone kids without limbs thought i was mentally messed up cause i looked perfectly fine.... Sharon came to the hospital when i was 4.... she was 11 then.... she understood me, and we helped eachother...... she was always there for me.... when i was 9 and she turned 16 she became a nurse im our hospital because it seemed like she cured herself from the illness.... then....... it all changed...." he looked at Alex "do you want to hear what happened.....?" he asked looking a bit hurt.

i look to him
"if it hurts you dont have to.....either way ill tell you about my sister"

"it's fine to talk about it now...." he sighed "it hurt me more when i believed that she hated me.... so should i finish?"

i nod
"if you would like"

"okay...." he looked down again "i needed to take medication twice per day then.... and Sharon would bring it to me in the afternoon because the doctors forbid me to get up.... that one night.... she came and gave me my meds and then smiled and told me that i was her mark.... she patted my head and then sat by my bed slowly dying in front of me.... she took the phone away from me when i tried to call for help.... i was 9 and too scared to scream... she died in front of me...." he looked at the window "after that.... i felt totally empty... i hated everything, i thought Sharon hated me and that's why she died in front of me... i didn't eat after that.... after a week of that my condition worsened and Hina adopted me..."

i look down
"same with me......my sister died infront of me.........."

"Sorry....." he looked down

i shake my head
"its fine.....do you want me to tell you about my sister?"

"if you want to...." he looked at her "i don't want you do be sad though..."

i nod
"her name was sami.....she was my twin......she was just like me we did everything together......but it changed after that stupid driver hit us......it was me my mom my dad and my sister......my sister and i were playing in the back as my parents talked in the front my dad driving.......but there was a man who had got drunk and he swerved and hit the car my family was in and ended up turning our car over.......i was somehow thrown out of the car and landed in the grass the same for my sister but.....she landed on the cement"
i look to him
"should i go on.....im okay with going on i just dont want to disgust you"

Will nodded looking at her "i can take it....."

I nod
"she was only couple of feet away from me and looked fine so I ran over to her and saw that she was covered in her own blood and she smiled to me and told me to take care o my self and to just remember her then right after that her body went limb and her head went back....,and I held her for a little while crying....and when I went to look for my parents they were still in the car but they had been crushed and covered in their own blood as well...."

"Alex......" he looked at her quietly then hugged her with his free arm "it must've been hard...."

I hug him back and nod
"it was....I was some what glad that I only had a giant gash in my arm....and a cut on my forehead"

"Wish i could help......." he sighed

I smile
"if the past is the past then it should be left behind put those who were left along with it should be remembered"
I close my eyes
"my brother always told me that when I first met him"

"Hina told me that life was too short to focus on bad things...." Will nodded

I smile and nod
"I agree with that"

"i promised myself i wouldn't ask you this....." he sighed and looked away "but did you think about yesterday.....?"

I shrug
"depends on what you mean cause a lot happen yesterday"

"You know what i mean....." he said letting his hair cover his eyes "about last night...."

I nod
"yes I know but what part"

"I'm not worth your time...." he said "and i don't understand..... why did you kiss me..... it's been in my head lately..... " he said not being able to exxpress his thoughts.